Friday, October 17, 2008

A Picture of Thousand Words


Should a picture speaks a thousand words...

OR

More than Words...

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Restu dalam hidup

It can be a complicated or easy topic to be discuss when talking about 'blessings'...
especially when it involve your parents blessings in your life...
As we know, after obeying to respect and get our parents blessings in everything that we do in life is the second most important thing that Allah has told us...
For a son / a daugther not to apprecite and realize how much their parents has sacrifice for them, is a total idiot and blind person...

But sometimes, things really get complicated when it involves your feelings and desire, to what your parents wishes you to do in ths very short life that we're living in...

My story...

I think compared to my friends, my parents are at 1/3 or their life... I realize that...
And that at anytime, Allah could take them away from me... The two being that I love and apppreciate the most in my life (T_T)... Tp mak, ayah, ed belum puas hidup dgn mak dan ayah.... ed belum dapat cukup nasihat dan tunjuk ajar untuk menghadapi cabaran hidup yang kian mencabar ini... Maafkan ed di atas segala dosa yang telah ed buat pada maj dan ayah... Sebagai anak, kdg2 ed ed sendiri tak tahu kenapa susah sgt utk ed merendahkan dahi memohon keampunan dari ayahanda dan bonda... ed pon sendiri tak faham dan semakin lama ed menunggu, semakin kurang hari yg telah takdir tentukan untuk kita semua...
Abg long, Kak ida, klo abd dgn akak tgh baca post ni, bg lah mak dgn ayah baca jgk ek...
Klo ed susah meluahkan perasaan hati ed dgn kata2, mungkin ed lebih senang meluahkan nya dgn cara sebegini...
Ayahanda Bonda, maafkanlah dosa dan kesilapan anakanda yg telah banyak anakanda lakukan selama ini...

Walau apapun keputusan yg anakanda ambil kini, restu dari ayahanda dan bonda tetap tidak anakanda lupakan... Walaupun sering kali kemahuan anakanda menentang arus yg ayahanda bonda mahu anakanda susuri... Dan kini, kemahuan yg anakanda batasi ini bnyk memberikan kesan pada anakanda... Anakanda faham sebab2 mengapa ayahanda bonda akan memberikan reaksi sebegitu, tetapi, apakan daya... Anakanda tidak lagi boleh menanggung beban ini keseorangan...

Walaubagaimanapun, restu dari ayahanda bonda tetap anakanda pinta...

Tanpa dirimu berdua, siapalah anakanda hari ini....
kerana dirimu telah mencorakkan peribadi anakanda kini...

Tanpa restu darimu berdua, akan hilang keberkatan hidup anakanda didunia ini
kerana restu dan kasih sayangmu, membawa ke syurga...

Saturday, October 11, 2008

The Past...

-My past haunts me -
-My past wants to repeat itself -
-The past, no one would care -
-Let alone understand why -
-Remember, ur actions affect others -
-Either u realize t or not-
-It's always there-
-Cause & Effect-
-My past is the cause-

- I'm going back to be ME again is, -
-The Effect-

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Big One!!

ak tuliz menda nih ASA ak lpz cakap tepon gado beso dgn dy...
well, kali ni gado paling besonyer...
mm, xtau la ak pe lg yg ak harus wat...
yup2, bler difikirkan blek(wlopon org kata lelaki ego beso), ak tau ak sedikit sebnyk bersalah...
tp camne ek...
ak xde sedikit perasaan pon nk tipu dy...
i'm juz being me...
and i know it's hard for me to shake off my internet social life...
mm, how to get this through.... well, we make mistakes in our life... all of us do...
niway, a relationship should'nt be always sweet like honey...
klo xde, xde la corak kehidupan itu sendiri...
tu pandangan positif ak terhadap setiap yg terjadi dlm hidup...
hidup itu kan roda, sekejap kat atas, sekejap kat bwn tp most of the time kat tgh2...
and, skrg ni, ak rse bersalah...
sbb wat dy rse begitu...
puncanyer??
mcm2 ak rse...
mybe it's me...
mybe it's her...
mybe it's what I've done to her...
mybe it's what she's done to me...

ermm, ak benar2 buntu camne nk luahkan menda nih...
nnt ak cube tuliz lg dlm post laen...
but, utmost everything, I hope she knows what's my feelings for her...

regards,
ed

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Work

I've started working yesterday...
As a cleaner at my own uni...
4h 5d a week...
it's just that the working hours are not that fun...
the work was alright...
Last night was my 1st night, I'm preety sleepy as I didn't get any sleep before I go to work...
Well, gotta get some for tonite...
Thinking of maintaining this job until I graduate...
But need a lot of commitment, effort and discipline to balance between my studies and work...
And I'm thankful that I got her....

:)

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

H.A.T.E

Have u ever feel it??
Sometimes it arises without any reasons...
And what's more is that it does happen to the ones that u love the most...
and when that happens, u realize that somehow, each time they make u feel 'H.A.T.E.'
deep inside of u, ur heart doesn't even know what to choose...

Either,

H.A.T.E.

or

L.O.V.E.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Micheal Phelps??

Did you guys watch the olympics??
Well, watcha fav sport??

Still remember Phelps? My oh my, he's really awesome... Along with Stephanie Rice (my sweetheart in swimming) too... ;p

Well, niway, actually, myelf tgh semanga tbelajar swimming skrg nih.... Dh dekat 2 bulan dh dok amek klas swimming.... Syok abz to see myself progressing class by class...
Right now, it's almost two months I'm in the swiming class.... Haha, dh tua2 bru nk belajar....
;p
But, I see that studyin here is a great opportumity for me to learn how to swim... As bnyk kelas berenang kat aussie nih.... Lg pon, xdela malu sgt bler nk compare klo belajar bler kat m'sia...
Haha, xdela dok kena gelak dgn dak kecik nnt... hehehe...

Niway, right now, I think i'm preety competent with my free style... learning brest stroke and going to learn back stroke... After thta, finally, the hardest stroke, the butterfly....

Umm, well, di kesempatan ini, I would like to encourage all Malaysians yg tgh stadi ke, kerja ke, overseas or in the sea or under the sea, to learn to swim so that xdela rmai rakyat Malaysia yg mati lemas setiap kali berdampingan dgn air....
hahaha.... (juz my 2cents ek)....

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Finally....

anddd, finally....
THE NET....
How I miss u so much...

Damn, it was really a long, ******* 7 weeks just to get the internet connected back into my new house... I wonder what the **** took so long...
preety piss off over here.....

anyway, nothing interesting happen to me for these last few months....
I wonder, maybe I'm not adventurous enough eh??

I've already started 2 weeks of lecture for 2nd sem and goin to week 3...
How boring can your life be.... and it's killin' me...

Anemmmm, I've got myself my new babies.. Wanna know what??
A PS3 and a 24' Acer HD LCD monitor...
How bout that?? Let the babies rocks!!
hahaha...
hehehehehe.... ;p

BUT, i didn't have the time to spent with em'...
coz loads of other activities sort of like pop out in front of me...
Now, when classes had already started, I'm struggling to find time to play with her...
huuuuuuuuu...
arggg, need to boost my CGPA...

shucks...

Sunday, June 22, 2008

At the moment.....

Hey ya guys...

At the moment, I've just finished my finals...
YAY!!
bole la jln2, mkn angin, photo-hunting, bla bla bla....
hehehe...
BUT, Erkkk!!....
NOTTT!!
haha, xde duwet la...
ESH x msok lg...
lg pon, this winter holidays, I'm packed with a lt of activities....
from my machining course at TAFE to my friends from melbourne staying at my place and also the woman I love so much, my mom, is comin' here....
hehehe...

Oh yeah, at th emoment, I've just moved into a new house...
so still xde internet connection....
gian jgk la nk tuliz blog yg dh lame x tuliz ni semenjak stadi week and also post some new photos...
by the way, this house is verYYYYYYYYY BiGGGGG...
technically de 5 bedroom, but sbenanyer de 6 termsok satu study area...
and there are also some goodies that go along with it...
wanna know what??
well,
how about a 2.5m deep pool, a full-size tennis court and also a basketball ring...
and the list goes on...
WHOOOAAAAA!!
shocked eh?
:D
but, i'm living along with 6 other friends....
hehehe...

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

I Love Her...

Love her so much....
it really hurts me each time we caught on a fight...

I really love her so much, so damn much since the day that we get together...
I know that girls are sensitives about these things, especially when it comes to jealousy...
recently, again, she sulk because she thinks i'm cheatin' on her...
somehow, it really hurts me when she thinks like that...
Does she don't believe me anymore??
Does it makes me a bad person to have friends @ girl friends in this case ??(and I do REALLY mean GIRL FRIENDS guys...)

When things like this happen again and again and again, it really pushes you down...
especially when the exam is just around the corner...
(Sigh...)

Is it true? Do what other people say that Love is just 'hangat2 pd mulenyer shj'??
What happens after that??

Guys could ya' help me out here.... share with me some of your thoughts.... and gurls, could ya' share with me the insight heart of a girl....

Thanks A Lot ya' all....


PS: I really do love her so much....

Monday, May 12, 2008

sorry guys....

Hi ya' guys...
I've been very busy lately...
exam is just around the corner and the due dates is makin' me spend less time with 'my baby'...
sory if I could't keep up with the blog at the moment but I do post new picts at my photostream if I got the spare time to kill...

Anyway, dh alang2 nih, wanna write bout my new story...
About last week, kak eja ask me a few ques bout DSLR, where I bought mine, etc2...
Then, it turns out that her husband has an interest with this 'expensive' hobby too...
The couple was goin to buy D40X in the first place and they were asking my opinion about their choice... Well, as I am a D80 user, guess what my suggestion will be?? hehehehe... :>

Anyway, I really recommend D60 then D40X because of the new features, function ability, and it's a new model... I told them to that I had some friends who used D40X in the first place and end up sellin' them after a couple of months and get D80 instead... What a lost it will be as your definitely goin to sell the D40X for much lower price, right?
So, mcm ni la, alang2 dh beli tu, beli la yg elok teruz... sbb brg photogaphy ni, bukan murah,
I said...

Then, we hang up...

I was preety sure that they're goin to get D60 at that time...
A few days later, abg kamal rang me up...
Ni abg dh beli D80 truz ni, sekali dgn twin lens kit...., I WAS SHOCKED!!

Wow, talking about me influencing people...
yeah, when we look at it, just add a little to D40X u'll get D60...
and another more, u'll get D80.............. and add some more, well I mean A REALLY SOME MORE u'll get D300... Hmmm, it's simply never enough eh?? Well, people, that's what makes us humans....
anyway, I know that D300 is wayyyyyyyyyyyy to far from my reach or i'm sure from a beginners reach..


Then, he came by at my house... He wants to learn how to handle the camera....
ummm, i'm not that good i can say but, there's no harm to share with him my knowledge in the field... It was a nice and calm evening... We've practice until the sun sets....

anyway, add info: there are now 4 people using the same camera as i'm using here....
hhmmmmmmm, talking about influencing.....
naaahh, the other 3 had already used it before me...... but, we've started to get together now......
I'm really looking foward for my winter break as i'm goin for a hunt... my personal photo hunt that is... Yayyyy, can't wait for it (full-of-enthusiast)....




PS: To abg Kamal, if ur reading this, u won't regret owing that new baby of yours.. believe me... I just hope that kak izah won't get jealous with it... huhuhu... Good luck!

AND
welcome to the family....
:)

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Digital Rivalry...

Finally! I've made up my mind to put my trust in NIKON... Well, i's not an easy and simple decision to make... Actually, I was this close ( u can't see my expression eh?, ;p) to end up with Canon... Before this, I've really done my homework with Canon and only a little about NIKON... It was really a hard decision... Most of my DSLR gang are using NIKON and it was a dilemma for me... I don't want to end up having to purchase the lenses alone as they're veryyyyyy expensive, either Canon or NIKON...

So, advise NO 1, if possible, make up a team or join a photography club when you're just beginning to play around with this technology...

Yeah, the same question arises to as which DSLR manufacturer is the best... For me, all of them have their own advantages...

There's this joke at photokaki; "There is no C in NIKON, so buy Canon"

Welll, OOOOKAY... That helps a lot... There's no K in Canon either right guys?? hehehe...
NIKON rules!!

Anyway, back then, it was really between 400D, 450D, 40D, D60,D80 and D300...
Well, maybe not 40D or D300 as they're way expensive and that it's a shame and waste if you got a pretty advance DSLR with a lot of features in it but, you can't make full use of it...
So, i decided to go for the beginners lvl first... OK, that two out, and four to go...

400D is an old model, but 450D a new one... The same goes for D60 and D80... But for me, the transitions between 400D and 450D is not that great.. The major ones are the added pixels and the liveview mode... which is not favorable... If I'm a 400D user who's looking for a better camera, I would go for 40D as your 'UPGRADING' rather than 'UPDATING'...

That's the Canon story...

For me, D60 is much more like a baby DSLR, similar to D40 and D40x...
and finally, I'm left with only 450D and D80....

Well, I've heard of rumors that NIKON is going to replace D80 with a new model sometimes late this year... That's why you can see that the price for D80 is going down... But, we'll never know for sure until the time comes... and also, if I keep waitin', i'm never goin to get myself one...

FINALLY, I made up my mind, and the pictures taken speaks for themselves...
hehehe...

They don't call it the best DSLR in it's range for nothing...

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Growing Hobby.... :)



yayyyy!!
finally, I've got myself my own baby...
and it's a D80...
hehehe...

anyway, I've always wanted to have one of these 'gun'... and, I really put a lot of effort for this baby... and right now, I'm having fun with her...

Check out some of my first portrait photos that I've taken during the PPIA photograph workshop held at UQ last weekend...

Head Crackin' May

What an intense month it's goin to be... Hate it when all of this is happening... There goes my relaxations, and everything I've plant for the month... It's really burden to carry two projects on the same semester... and i'm really under a big pressure... I've called my sister about my knitting eye and guess what she said? I got TIC... and it irritates me A LOT!!
Argggg!!
But then again, i'm slowly recovering from it...
These are some of the head cracking' list of May...

-Materials test
-Structures test
-Due GHG life cycle report
-maths assgn 4
-maths assgn 5
-reverse engineering report
-kiln heating project maintenance report
-solid edge engineering drawing assgn 2 report

anddddddddd.............
the list keep on going...........
is undergrad life always liek this??

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

The first time

Hey there guys...

There's always a first time for everything... Well, guess what, this is my first post for my first blog... I'm still a newbie, any good/building comments are appreciated...

Do catch me later...