Saturday, October 4, 2008

Big One!!

ak tuliz menda nih ASA ak lpz cakap tepon gado beso dgn dy...
well, kali ni gado paling besonyer...
mm, xtau la ak pe lg yg ak harus wat...
yup2, bler difikirkan blek(wlopon org kata lelaki ego beso), ak tau ak sedikit sebnyk bersalah...
tp camne ek...
ak xde sedikit perasaan pon nk tipu dy...
i'm juz being me...
and i know it's hard for me to shake off my internet social life...
mm, how to get this through.... well, we make mistakes in our life... all of us do...
niway, a relationship should'nt be always sweet like honey...
klo xde, xde la corak kehidupan itu sendiri...
tu pandangan positif ak terhadap setiap yg terjadi dlm hidup...
hidup itu kan roda, sekejap kat atas, sekejap kat bwn tp most of the time kat tgh2...
and, skrg ni, ak rse bersalah...
sbb wat dy rse begitu...
puncanyer??
mcm2 ak rse...
mybe it's me...
mybe it's her...
mybe it's what I've done to her...
mybe it's what she's done to me...

ermm, ak benar2 buntu camne nk luahkan menda nih...
nnt ak cube tuliz lg dlm post laen...
but, utmost everything, I hope she knows what's my feelings for her...

regards,
ed

6 comments:

SyAhiRah LaLAla said...

sabar la ed.mesti tolerate with each other.biaselah perempuan kalo sayang memang akan jadi super sensitif.kena banyak bersabar ok :)

Anonymous said...

ko bg je link blog,pastu ko tulis la luahanhati ko

Anonymous said...

ini komen i:
highlight nya di sini ialah 'tipu'
yes, u r just being u.
tapi u sedar x yg u sbnrnya dah lukakan hati dia dgn buat dia rasa u dah tipu dia.
kalo u btol2 sayang dia, kenapa u x buang apa yg dia x suka tu?
anyway, ni sekadar komen i je.
mungkin ada sesetgh yg x setuju.
tapi apa2 pun, good luck with ur loved one

Anonymous said...

admittance is first step.
saying sorry is second step
and hope time will take care of it.

tapi you kene betul2 ikhlas la. cakap yg you mmg ade kekurangan gak. mula2 mmg dia marah la kot tapi kalau you persistent and ikhlas tak buat lagi i have faith die akan maafkan

P/s : lawaklah "britney spears yg sopan" haha.

Anonymous said...

wahaha.. setuju ngan anonymous.. part yg ni =>

"kalo u btol2 sayang dia, kenapa u x buang apa yg dia x suka tu?"

i totally understand what she felt.. me pun satu "kapal" dengan "dia". =P

But anywho.. you are who you are.. Maybe she should learn to accept the way you are, or maybe you should reconsider your "part" yg die tak suke tu.

My last say, love hurts more than it enlivens you. To love is to live with pain. I just hate that.

bakhreza A Talip said...

puncanyer satu jek.....reason..